| Thursday, November 13th, 2003 |
| 12:03 pm |
bedroom mosh 2k3
i bought the new hatebreed and it's rad, k, carina and i moshed way hard in my room. it ruled. we had to stop when it started getting late and k was breaking stuff. girls rule. XXX Current Mood:  hungryCurrent Music: hatebreed |
| Monday, November 10th, 2003 |
| 3:14 pm |
sooo... montreal is sweet. haven't started working yet... i should really quit putting that off, hehe. anyways everything has been amazing, i've been to so many shows already and met a ton of kids. i've spent far too much on eating out, so now's my time to smarten up. did a lot of chores today... sorting everything out before i start working. cause everyone knows when you work stupid hours at a stupid telemarketing place you don't have time for much of anything. having my own room rules. fallout boy rules. Current Mood:  accomplishedCurrent Music: fallout boy |
| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 |
| 10:38 am |
warning! warning! emo attack!
holy crap this weekend was an emotional rollercoaster. feelin pretty sad about a certain someone who is all about the drama. it sucks when friends go sour. i can honestly say it is one of the worst feelings ever. got my mind off it for a while by going to a way fun halloween party which was pretty hilarious, at 19 temple house, great costumes. windsor/michigan kids coming to hang out at denny's with us (one last denny's hangout with laxton, beav, and xricksmithx how sad!!) justin won me "quality bear" out of the claw machine. i was pretty happy. drove to windsor the next day to say goodbye to everyone, team TXW and xerinmx hit up value village and scrounged up even more wacked out costumes for yet another halloween party. some friends got into some ridiculous fights and got hurt. they're tough though so they're ok... i guess you can't mix metal kids with hardcore kids. surprise. ANYWAYS i had some great hangouts that weekend, sunday was a way lazy day spent on the couch with chris, justin and scott watching hardcore videos and eating pizza. sometimes those are the best kinds of days. leaving the kids the next morning made me way sad... it really only hit me when i was saying goodbye to erin mx. i got all teary eyed and stuff. ack. i love you guys more than you will ever know and you all mean the world to me, so thanks for being so supportive of my move. amongst other things. i've also come to the conclusion that a boy who's on the other side of the world right now has a piece of my heart that i don't think i'm ever going to get back. but i'm tough and shit. i don't know. i don't want to think about these kinds of things but it's inevitable. i'm glad i have rad friends who talk it through with me. most important thing ever. said goodbye to laxton & beav, sad day. they are the most solid dudes ever. i cannot even explain. and now i'm leaving for montreal... wish me luck. Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Tuesday, October 28th, 2003 |
| 10:57 am |
i'm going to montreal for sure. next week. it's gonna be rad. last minute? yes. stable? very. seems like the best thing to do. wish me luck! i just got back a few hours ago, it was way fun. i'm feeling pretty confident about the whole thing. for all my friends out here i love you to death but i really can't live here anymore. thanks for understanding. it's nice to know i'm getting my life back on track. posi. |
| Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003 |
| 2:02 pm |
i am seriously reconsidering my whole fucking life right now. help. my friends know who they are, the rest of you can fuck off. i'm not going to be treated like crap anymore, i don't know where i'm going to live right now but it's definitely not here. Current Mood:  stressed |
| Tuesday, October 21st, 2003 |
| 12:10 am |
moving!
i am so stressed out right now i'm supposed to move in a few days but i seriously don't know what is going on at all... we don't even have a place yet nor do i have a job. i'm starting to rethink the whole situation especially after a chat with some montreal kids at rochesterfest (which was amazing by the way) mental played every song i wanted them to, amazing, desperate measures killed it, so did outbreak. amazing. anyways i am stressed beyond belief about the whole moving thing and if i don't figure something out by the weekend i really need to take some things into consideration. i am not going to go get myself into another hole like i did in toronto. not happening. things have a funny way of working out for me though. we'll see where the wind takes me man Current Mood: stressedCurrent Music: radical attack. (in my head) |
| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 |
| 1:45 pm |
mmmm......GOULET!!
this weekend ruled, pretty much everything about it was perfect, i was really sad when i left windsor. got in friday night, crucial hangouts at 555, the next day we were feeling silly so we went to the dollar store and got fake tattoos, gave ourselves fake sleeves and went to the bury your dead show. even though i'm not a big fan of theirs i had a way good time!!! went to bubi's afterwards with 50 people from the show, i pretended they were all there for my birthday and it made me happy, got some cake, it ruled. walked around downtown for a bit, erin/aaron/scerin crew ruled a lot. silly hangouts the next day....goulet! saw the starting line with josh, it was definitely amazing. you guys are jealous. went back to the house for more crucial hangouts, had a dance party, so much went on this weekend, i love my friends so much. i was definitely very sad to leave this morning, and i'm sad that i have to work today cause it's my real birthday. what can you do. i'm off to the rat races i guess. thanks to everyone for making my trip so radical. you know who you are!!!! Current Mood:  cheerfulCurrent Music: home grown |
| Friday, October 10th, 2003 |
| 12:00 am |
crazy days. called in sick to work on tuesday cause i didn't feel like going. drove to windsor and hung out with crucial kids, said goodbye to the jim. had a cuddlefest with erin, andrea, and meghan (how many of you have shared a bed with 3 totally hot ladies??? ow ow! you are jealous!!!) but karma bit me in the butt cause i really WAS sick for work the next day but i worked anyways, i even stayed after i puked in the bathroom. this crazy old lady came up to me & sachin when we were on our coffee break at coffee time... she rambled on and on and smelled like pee. very disturbing. it sucked way bad. hopefully i'll feel better for the weekend cause i'm going to windsor again, it'll rule. i bought a few new cd's at cheapo's too... blink 182, sunny day real estate, and something else... i already forgot. all for 21$. alright! anyways the trip will rule. pickin apples? seeing the STARTING LINE??? yeah. seriously. tomorrow at work will drag on forever. waiting for the trip....woooo |
| Tuesday, October 7th, 2003 |
| 12:30 pm |
got up way early, went to the doctor for a check up. got a pee test done and some more blood tests to make sure nothing is wrong with me. i haven't been fainting or throwing up in a few days so i guess that is a good sign, but they want to make sure i don't have diabetes or a thyroid problem or any of that jazz. i'm sure i'll be ok i'm just under a ton of stress right now just with moving and trying to pay bills off, drama at home and drama in my love life. everything's more or less sorted itself out so i can stop worrying myself to death and get on with living normally and eating properly. it'll be nice to finally have my own space and be surrounded by rad kids all the time. going to windsor this weekend to sort out last minute junk and possibly get down for my birthday. you bastards reading this best not forget ;).(oh yes, and i really want to see the starting line, man i am such a weiner) i always have such a blast driving out there. driving in a car by myself is pretty much the only time i have to myself these days, and it's a nice getaway. worried a bit about money, i got my gst check in the mail today though, so that helps. things have a funny way of working out. they always do, sometimes you just have to chill out and realize that... look at things objectively as opposed to surrounding yourself with everything that's on your mind. i've found that that gets you nowhere and just makes things worse than they already are. keepin a positive outlook, things are lookin up for me these days. i'm glad i see this now. end rant. Current Mood: calmCurrent Music: the anniversary- designing a nervous breakdown |
| Monday, October 6th, 2003 |
| 1:37 pm |
j-lo perfume smells amazing
they sprayed me with it when i went into sears to buy mittens. great. this weekend was pretty great, laxton, beav, rick & i went to denny's twice in a 12 hour period. 24 hr hangouts are amazing. got some laundry done and "almost" did a lot of things. almost went to a movie. almost played mini golf. almost went to laser quest. singin along to new found glory with a car full of dudes is quite possibly the best thing ever... in case you were wondering. |
| Friday, October 3rd, 2003 |
| 2:44 am |
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| 2:19 am |
hung out with hoibak tonight. good times... today was pretty productive. got up early and went to ikea... bought a night table, mirror, and lamp. good ol visa. i suck cause i won't be able to pay that back for a while, oh well, haha. i have sweet stuff for my new house and i'm PUMPED. won a discman from work the other day, that ruled. they gave me a certificate too cause i did really well or something, things like that make me not hate work. hoibak gave me a lot of c plus. it will take eons to drink it all. Current Mood:  exhaustedCurrent Music: ringin in my ears! |
| Tuesday, September 30th, 2003 |
| 11:46 am |
crucial windsor/michigan hangout fest 2K3
saturday morning i bought a new pair of sauconys and hit cheapos to get cds for my trip. managed to replace a few of my favorites, descendents, in my eyes, and a few others. i guess it's kind of fun rebuilding the whole collection... still can't find a damn carry on cd anywhere. after work i made the long drive to windsor, i seriously stopped 800 times i'm such a wuss. hung out with crucial kids, stayed up till 7am watching the lizzy macguire movie with pat. it was a good time. sunday- kyle, pat & i went out for THE WORST PANCAKES EVER. biggest disappointment of the year. went over to andrea's & went to the show. definitely went to subway with meghan and andrea. great ladies. got to see radical dudes from milwaukee, they made my day. seriously... stayed the night at andrea's and had crucial all night talks. andrea rules a lot. monday morning started off kind of sad. awkward telephone conversations ended up resolving a bunch though. i guess everything isn't so terrible after all. monday afternoon was pretty chill. hit up the dollar store and bought pez dispensers (a worm named pete, amazing)and a candle holder with an eggplant on it. that is serious. the converge show was pretty fun except for the metal bands i had to sit through to see them. having 10 personal bodyguards when i mosh is pretty sweet though, ahahaha. went out to eat with xerinmx and some nice kids from michigan. good times. dropped her off and said some goodbyes, less awkward than i thought. i guess it's good to have a bit of closure. things are lookin up. XPOSIX Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: in my eyes. (comfort music) |
| Thursday, September 25th, 2003 |
| 2:03 pm |
blah
got back from the doctor.... had to get some blood tests done. anemia sucks. taking blood made me more dizzy but at least i get to miss a bit of work. yes. |
| Monday, September 22nd, 2003 |
| 12:33 pm |
can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em. craziness. |
| Friday, September 19th, 2003 |
| 10:11 pm |
mosh hard. or something
definitely just what i needed. i worry too much about other things, my friends rule. much love to andrea, ozzy, xpatx and sideways hat pat. met some nice kids that night as well. it ws definitely a good time. seeing hatebreed, madball, and terror in the same night rules as well. being anemic and having lots of bruises isn't fun, having a black eye is not posi. getting off work at 9 and going to bed early is!!!! i'm out as soon as i finish eating these noodles. maybe i will mosh in the living room cause no one else is home. rock music. mental is a good band. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: MENTAL!! SIKE!!!! |
| Wednesday, September 17th, 2003 |
| 12:28 pm |
and another thing...
thanks to my friends who are there for me. i would be nothing without you guys..... especially sean and ozzy for the late night chats. you guys rule. xxx |
| 12:22 pm |
boys = crazy
the best advice i can give myself is to stay away from them for an undisclosed amount of time. things have a funny way of working out for me in all kinds of ways, and i guess no matter what happens i'll be ok. i always am. i just need some time for myself. |
| Tuesday, September 9th, 2003 |
| 1:20 pm |
lots to think about. i'm scared. ack. emo. somebody come over. |
| Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003 |
| 1:30 pm |
pat! i got your mix tape in the mail today, you rule! i have tunes! haha |
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